Lost in our world

-24 Chapter - talking with Pierre-

Laying in my bed I cried the whole night. In the morning my eyes were all puffy and red. I went in the bathroom to refresh myself.
"Oh my gosh I look like a corpse." I said, looking in the mirror. I went in the shower and got dressed in, you're right, black clothes. Then I went downstairs just to see Matt, Billy and all of the girls in the kitchen, eating breakfast.
"Hey guys..." I said quietly and took a seat next to Matt.
"Hey Kate, how're ya doin'?" Matt asked me, embracing me in a hug, then came Billy and gave me a hug.
"Uh..." I looked up to Leila but she shook her head 'no' "I..I don't know...not very well?" I answered. And as I thought all eyes where on me.
"Why? What's wrong?" Chris asked me worriedly.
"Well...I know who this girl at David's side was..." I said sadly, looking at the table.
"You know? Who is it?" Kelly asked.
"His ex-girlfriend."
"Huh?" Kelly asked confused.
I took a deep breath and told them what I had told Leila the night before.
"NO, HE DIDN'T!" Chris screamed and everyone jumped.
"How could he do this to you!?" Kelly screamed.
"That's what I was asking myself the whole night..."
Leila looked at me with sad eyes, as if she was asking me if I did something to me. I looked back at her and shook my head 'no' and she nodded.
"You want to eat something?" Matt asked, trying to change the subject.
"No, I'm fine, thanks." I said standing up.
"Where are you going?" Leila asked me.
"Upstairs, I want to be alone..." I said, turned around and went back to my room, leaving the others in worry.
As I went in my room I turned on my cd player. The song 'Roses for the dead' by Funeral for a friend came through the speakers. I loved this song so I turned up the volume and sang along with it. Just as I layed down on my bed my cell phone started ringing and I answered it.
"Hello?" I asked.
"Hello? Kate? What's this loud music? Can you turn it a little down please?" I heard someone ask.
"Oh yeah sorry, of course." I said and turned the volume a little down.
"Who is this?" I asked again.
"It's Pierre." he said.
"Oh hey Pierre. What's wrong?"
"Uh nothing I just wanted to tell you that we're coming home in one week."
"Oh.." I said sitting on the edge of my bed.
"And uh..What's wrong with you? You're sounding not good."
"I'm just...not in a good mood..."
"You know it, right?"
"Know what?" I asked him confused.
"I'm so sorry for what happened. We are trying to get him to dump her..." but I cut him off.
"He loves her. Don't destroy his love, he's happy with her..isn't he?"
"Uhm...I don't know. I think he is just with her that he isn't alone or something."
I didn't respond to this. I stared at the wall in front of me. Just that he isn't alone? Why didn't he call me to sort everything out? He doesn't really love her. He's breaking her heart and mine with this.
"Uh...are you still there?" he asked.
"Yeah. Oh Pierre, when you're back I'll get Leila back to you. I know you two still love each other."
"Oh, yeah. Um..I have to go now. Some interview, you know. So see ya next week." he told me.
"Yeah, bye."
"Bye." We both hung up our phones. I threw my phone away and let myself fall on my bed.
Maybe he still loves me.

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