Lost in our world

The singer finished singing
And she's walking out
The singer sheds a tear, fear of falling out




I'm at a concert of you, standing in the first row. I look at you, fighting back my tears.

You sing that song about me you once told me about.

Now I can't hold back my tears anymore, I turn around and leave the concerthall.

You stopped singing, everything is silent when you explain that you wrote this song to me.


And it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried



I can't tell how I feel about you.

I once loved you, but do I still? I don't know.

So many years I cried, trying to forget you.

But now you are back and I can't tell if I still love you or hate you.


It's hard to say that I was wrong
Its hard to say that I miss you
Since you've been gone, it's not the same



I sit down on a bench, still crying.

I missed you so much and now you're back.

I want to hug you, talk to you, be together with you....kiss you.

The day you left was the worst day of my life.

You never called me like you promised.

No single day passed by I didn't think about you.


My worries weigh the world
How I used to be and everything I'm cold
Seems a plague in me



I wondered if anything happened to you until the day I saw you on MTV.

Since this day I knew you never really cared about me.

You were famous and didn't think of me anymore.

I felt hurt.

I changed since this day.

It needs a long time to get my trust now.



And it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by, and I cried...



A few days ago I saw a poster, you where on it.

I wanted to see you again so bad.

So I did, and now I'm sitting here, crying.

The first few weeks I cried everyday, I was so hurt.

But I stopped it and I promised me not to cry about you anymore, I've found something better.



Worse than the fear it's the lie you told a thousand times.
Worse than a fear, it's the knife.



You told me you'd call me everyday.

You told me you loved me.

You told me you'd come back.

Everything was a big lie.

You never talked to me.

The day I stopped crying about you I started cutting.

That's something I should never have started.

I wished you could help me stopping it.



It's hard to say that I was wrong
Its hard to say that I miss you
Since you've been gone, it's not the same



I stand up and walk home, trying to forget you again.

I wished you'd seen me in there watching you.

I wished you could tell me that you're sorry.

I wished I could tell you how much I missed you and love you.

I'm not the same than before you left me.

But if I could be with you again, I'd be the same.


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inspired of the song 'it's hard to say' by The Used.
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